FactsThe Facts of my relationship,quite simply are simpleSome of my friends can become jealous.Possibly due to getting something, or somone they wanted,they dont bother me.No one is perfect dont get me wrongthats all i remeberalways believe it.Never forget it!
Rub It In?I wonder sometimes should i rub it in,right into his faceshut him up.I would love to do it,she wont let me thoughi wish she would let me.My friends say i shouldbut then i remeber her very wordsdont rub it in, would be too harsh.I wish i cud rub it inshut him upstop the abuse coming from himNow Shut up!
Pain To The HeartWoke up one morning, she wasnt there.I wondered where she was,I shouted her name, but no replie.I quickly got dressed, and hurred downstairs.Quiet, not a sound.I began to worry.I looked everywhere, she was not to be found,I shouted "Stop this, your scaring me" thinking it was a joke,I was very wrong.the letter was on the table .It was a "dear john" letter,The most feared of all lettersinside it said she had found somone elseI said to myself it couldnt have been hard to find someone better than me,She didnt love me anymore.My eyes filled up.My legs were beginning to become unsteady,my heart breaking,my love
My Long FarewellLooking into the eyes of my lover,i see them glistening like diamondsthe water of her teas overflow.Shes upset i know,she nor i can do anything about thisthis is torture, tearing my heart into piecesAs i slide away from her,my eyes bleed with the pain of her face being upsetand i remember the face i truly treasureI dare not say goodbyefor i know i will see her againfor i know this is my long farewell.
I WishWhen i see her my heart misses a beat, sometimes i have bad days, but shes always there to make the day brighterfor me. I wonder sometimes if she ever knows how much of a difference she can make in the least expected people, some she may never know.My heart hurts everytime i hear her voice, i sometimes wish i could tell her how i feel about her. Then i sometimes worry about what she would say, i balance out the humiliation factors and the good reaction factors and most of the time thehumiliation factors wn.My friends say i should forget her, but its impossible, unthinkable to even contemplate that!. Its been a while since someone
From A Hearts Perspective.In my land of no return, my heart to others, inhabits no love of any kind. Although i have tryed; yet will someone, enter my parallel universe.Too many a time of rejection, humiliation and pain have i felt. Why? Why would someone do this to me? Sometimes, sometimes i feel like running into a dark corner, when the shadow of rejection lurches towards me, a sense of disgust enters my soul. Even in the best of all timesrejection is always there, waiting, stalking like a crouched tiger, and as swift as the wind. When it does get me, a sense of disgrace burrows into my heart, stinging, biting ,tearing away at the very core of me. Feeling l